The course is going fabulous much learning and healing is taking place. We are all learning to go in deeper. It is so difficult to put much of this to words as the experience is beyond words. We all continue to try to get in longer and deeper into meditation. The directions are so simple but our karma/personality/ego/pain tried to through up smoke screens to keep us from accomplishing this.... The karma wants to stay alive and be in control of our lives. Our karma is strong and has been a part of us since we were born and if you belieive in previous lives then as well. It will not give up its place in your life without a fight. Going soft is the way out. You will expereince 30% healing with the movements and then continuing on to the meditation gets the last 70%. Most of the time we are restless and do not want to continue but that is also karma pulling you away.
Healing is a given and now we are trying to get to the emptiness however that will take a lifetime of practice and many experiences on the way. Our own personalities will get in the way of our practice and progress as we will give the personality/karma/pain more power by letting it rule our life. We will actually cater to the Karma/personality trait/pain to have it continue. We are puppets to our karma and with the practice we can clear the karma/personality/pain and reclaim our life. It is a valuable practice.
Everyday after the workshop a group of us take training from Master Yap to become level 2 instructors. It is tough and a big responsibility as we are all humbled to be a part of this. So much we are learning about people and the experience of teaching meditation. It is fascinating.
I will be home in a week.
Love Dana
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